For my Beloved Unicorn Fae Princess,
Crystal 
You are my Rosie, and I am your Sam.
You are my Leanan Sidhe, and I am your hobbit.
You are my geeky goddess, and I am your godlike geek.
You are my Heloise, and I am your Abelard.
You are my Lilac Princess, and I am your Satyr Prince.
You are my unicorn of the lilac wood. You are my Amalthea.
You are my world. Your blue castle is my home.
And I is everywhere, for you.
 My Rosie |
 Your Sam
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I probably didn't get all of these pairs exactly right.
I may not be a harper, and I have not the talent to woo you with song.
I tried to add music -- you should hear Care A Lot -- but I don't know if it worked.
I'm not even very good at constructing web pages.
Yet it remains true, now and forever...
That I could never do anything but love you, always and forever, no matter what.
And I may not be perfect...
But I love, with all my heart and soul, my lady of the rolling glens, my lady of the frosty pinebeds, my Dellasarnia of the glorious realm of !mpl, my Care Bear, my everything, my heroine princess, my Crystal...
I am sorry for not being true to myself and to you.
I long only to hold you and make your dreams come true.
I am sorry.
I love you so much.
You have already given me everything.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for being the best friend anyone could possibly dream of...
Even though sometimes I wasn't.
I want you to know I would do anything for you...
I see my mistakes...
And I vow from this moment forward to give you all of the most wonderful moments
And none of the worst...
And I hope you can forgive me,
And love me again.
Every day without your love
Is a day that's not worth living.
You will always be my lilac princess.
I cannot describe in words how special you are,
to me, and to everyone who knows you.
But to me, you are my everything, my unicorn,
my whole world, just by being you.
I wish you a safe recovery in the houses of healing,
I love you more than you could ever know.
I will ALWAYS be the best I can for you,
And I know I haven't been,
But I love you so much,
and I will exceed your expectations,
By far...
As your one and only Satyr Prince,
and your godlike geek,
I ask you, when you're ready, if you'll accept my ring
And be mine forever?
When you're lonely, don't you fret.
You're not alone. You just tend to forget.
Care-A-Lot is easily found.
I'll never forget the day I cared for you in your sickness. I missed you so, even though you were only on the other couch, and you were the sweetest thing in the world to put all your energy into coming over to me... and you practically passed out there, you poor darling... You probably don't remember this, but it has always amazed me, and I want to be as good for you as you are for me.
I love you more with every moment that passes, and together, we can accomplish anything. I know we haven't communicated well lately. I was so very confused, and I am so sorry, my love. I still believe that we can live the ideal together, in rapture and bliss, and that only maya gets in the way... but I want to apologise, because it has so often been my maya. I love you so much, and you will never again see my eyes look at you but with utmost love and awe. I became so passionate and angry because I love you so much -- because I couldn't stand to see us get along like that -- and I am so very sorry. I know my anger only made things worse. I cross my heart and swear by love, I will be eternally patient with you, I will never doubt love. I will always be understanding and patient and kind; I will always try to make you happy; I will try to provide you with everything you need.
When I am in your arms, I have not a care in the world. Being cuddled safe in your arms... that's what life is for.
I love you... I love you... I love you...